I thought I have made up my mind last night,
after talking to a friend over the phone
So Im determined this morning,
never bring my cert to work,
cos Im not going to register for the CPA Australia course.

and somehow I feel uneasy after talking to MaoMao over the phone this morning,
so i sms XinRen again after work,
talking talking talking over the phone again,
my heart start swing here and there,
I start reconsidering,
should I actually take it?

Based on 1 question that XinRen asked me,
"It really depends on what you want"
So I asked myself what I want,
I start typing the below post,
so that I can sort out what is in my mind.



Here it goes....

What do I want?

I do not want to work as accountant for life

I do not want to work in Singapore for life

I want to earn enough money and go back Malaysia

I want to have my own business

What business? Bridal shop

Will I accomplish? Yes I think so

How many yrs do I need to accomplish? Probably 10yrs more (at most)

So…the conclusion is

I give myself 10yrs at most to earn enough money for my bridal shop

Then by the time 33 yrs old, Im married, with kids, with my bridal shop business

I manage the shop happily,

although dun earn as much as being accountant who hold professional cert,

but Im happy, I enjoy what Im doing, and I fulfilled my dream

That doesn’t sound naïve right?

I made up my mind, I will do it, I can do it!

I spend 10yrs doing smtg I dun like, for the sake of doing smtg I like for the rest of my life!

Yes, that's what I want!
and I must stand still for the decision I've made,
keep myself firm on the conclusion I've made,

I spend 10yrs doing smtg I dun like,
for the sake of doing smtg I like for the rest of my life!